I’ve been nearly drug free my entire life. I had a very brief period where I smoked a little pot and had few glasses of wine and beer before the ago of 15. I had seizures for a few years as a teenager and even though these are long gone I never touched alcohol again.
I remember friends telling me stories about the amazing experiences they had while being on drugs. I always felt that this would really suck. I love my kicks in life but if I’d create benchmarks that are off the charts of a drug-free life I’d be doomed.
I need my kicks and usually have no problem getting them. I feel that I have had plenty of natural highs in my life but maybe they’d be marginalized by some total awesome experiences while being on LSD, cocaine or something of the likes? I never wanted to find out. I know that I can get really into things and I’d be way to afraid that my life would get derailed. I am a control freak when it comes to my own life. I like maximum independence and being able to make my own choices.